Its not really like i can scream it all out. You dontknow how i really feel&what i have to say to you. I've been wondering.. Whats bothering me&whats on my mind. Whats making me smile&whats not. These same old stuff. Do they really matter ?

When will this fight stop.
Why are we even fighting.
Why is this bringing me down.
I need a timeout from everything.
I want to seclude myself from the world;
to shut everyone in&shut myself out.
I want silence, but i want comfort as well.
I dont wanna hear anyone talking but i want someone to be with me.
I want to be fine&im not.
I thought i could/can be strong but im not;
I wasnt, never was.
My faith turned out to be nothing at all.
I've been holding on to something non-existent,
something i myself dontkno what.

What is it that im believing in ?